It all happened before my eyes with live realty show like coverage by Television channels where people sat mesmerized and watched everything in awe.
Violence is one thing which the world can do without but as long as as states, religions, culture and economy divides us we cannot do much about it. We had been violent since the last millions of years of our existence and though we have evolved in material, technology etc. we have not evolved a single bit on the mental front. Our thoughts are divisive - be it in commerce or trade or economy or politics everywhere. This thoughts leads us to conflict and more so in region where the lights of reason are shrouded by medieval cults and practices - I do not find any better word for religion.
We appreciate life in a strange form called success where we depend on the outer world to compare it, to say it, to envy it, to applaud it and in the process of gaining it we do not mind subduing fellpw human beings either economically or politically or by terror.
Its a pain to stay and live in a world full of hate and conflict and depression and constant chase for more. Its a even greater pain that some of us do realize it but still play the same game flowing with the tide constantly trying to be different from our fellow human beings.
I have had personal losses and also see the gloom, anger, hatred, agony in people around me. More than the terror the overall movement of this civilization towards total destruction affects me much more.